zoosh

tired

2010-05-06T22:20:00.001-07:00

i am so so fucking tired

fuck the world
and the fucking work
and the stuff

jann stick w me
we be good
hugs

i just to want to sleep now
and fucking sleep
and sleep
and sleep
its fri
fucking good

but i hate it
exams are coming soon

sigh

o well its time to be back to work
and well time to be good
and stick around

see u around later jann....

yu

2010-04-20T06:12:00.000-07:00

its coming
few days left
lets see how the fun start
as it goes

fucking cool shit
its now or never..
and well i love it to all the core

smoke
smoke
drink drink
nd dunk
dunk...

older
and less young
and more like mature

its gonna start all from here right now
so lets get the party started
and move the groove
the beat
up and down
and be fun

drop it down

ho

2010-04-18T07:01:00.000-07:00

its hot
and its getting fucking hotter
hottest
and well i hope it fucking never get
come over to singapore
stay away from our fucking country
and well fuck off shit man
well
save the world
the earth
fucking go green
and protect all the trees
peace
rock on...
and well
tml work again
i wanan study
after 23
and save up the cash
fuck all girls
only want money
$$$ makes all ppl go around
like dogs
with money
all the bitches
will go around
likethat
haha
shall save up
earn more
and do well in work
and studies
fuck all this shit

pff off

it a new week again

2010-04-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

well i saw her
she came back..
i was so so freaked out
i mean its like
its been so long
and the last time was ya so long ago
it wont happen
or matter
its like well though its so long
i still miss the stuff
about her totally
its like i mean
well memories
ppl just keep them
and well its more about how u like get over
and start it all afresh
and be strong..
i am still in the learning growing up
i am still trying to make things smooth
and work it out
i am still like a child
i dont noe
i seriously at times need to make up my mind
and consider what i exactly want
i mean i need to noe waht i want
i mean i am like losing everyting
and i mean it
i dont wanan move another chess pieece
and its like anohter wrong move
i dont wanan regret all the actions
i just want a good well turning point
o dear lord
pls kindly show me
the directions
and advise needed
i really dont wanan make another wrong move
and screw it all up again..
its been like ya

life still goes on
just looking forward to work
exercise
family
and maybe anna lim..
she wont be like the others
hopefully

lunch in...
its hot
fuck....

i wish i could just have it all easy
like ya
home
sweet
family
and well friends
the best GF
and work
and well studies
and well err.... stuff
to enjoy
loe

life wont be the same...

2010-04-10T05:15:00.000-07:00

i been cheated..
fuck her lydia
and elf...
i slowly earn all back
fucking seriously shit
o well
time to be serious
GF
hope no..
i lost faith in girls
and i want a real dream
that never fucking happen
if only i could time
turn back time
fuck it all man
gladys
i fucking love u
pls reply
and cheryl
its all my fault
and well lydia and elf
liars
dont even fucking should be alive
burn in the fucking hell
and may all the devils
be fucking with you
dont ever fucking expect all those u cheated
to fucking forgive u
man..
i am so so fucking sick of all girls who lies
cheats
and are fucked up......

haha....
well
i am so so so soorry
o well
i am so fucked up now
i dont noe

i am just going work
study
and be good to one girl
pls help me lord
god

2010-04-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

love or money
fucking choose
i mean
ya one guy
hole shit
been cheated
love and money..
like yearly
around like a few hundreds..
sigh..
and he still hope for the true love to fucking appear
choose money or love
i take love
money can be eaern back

i still hope the special
lady appear soon..
and i keep my cash
in the holes
and be safe
and not be cheated
hurt
fuck up
and super shit

lord pls save me

sucks

2010-04-08T22:14:00.000-07:00

i just fucked it all a up again
shes pissed
and i just throw the money into the fucking ocean
its like fucking ha
300
50
50
its been a fucking cycle
lord pls save me
from all this bul lshit
and find the correct nice one man.,...
i invested in too man
lies
and cheats
and fags
and fakes
its time for the real one to fucking pls stand up
and be counted
well
i hope lydia
and elf will fucking changte
change
and not cheat me and others
its been so hard to believe womans
and ladies
its fucking getting worse
and well i hope money aint all
love will show the true colours
one fucking fine
dae...

bacn back to work
i miss ppl'
not females
may gays are fucking better
i guess
o well

ciao

oooooo

2010-04-01T06:46:00.000-07:00

tired
tired
tired
tml is holidae
shoik
but sat working
and mon overtime
i am earning alot
but fucking no life
no girls
no life
and alot of money
but no life
suckxs man
i wnat
girls
carreer
studies
money
and well more girls
pls... hope girls
come
money come
career come
and stdueis studies come
and family and friends
relatives
and all good
healthy
and fucking
great shit
and well
i love all
and friends
and hamsters

sleep soon
fucking time
no club
or supperclub later
no money
no girls
no talk
sian

moans

2010-03-29T16:28:00.000-07:00

the black cat run over across me
i was last
like shit
black bad lucks
well
i dont noe man
i try not be so fucking..
like believe in all this
and i hope not to..
still wanan be going after gladys and or cherry
i mean its just a romour
cat are evils
butr well luck plays alot of part
and i hope for better
lucks
and more hard work
in love
gladys
and cherry
work
career
and fucking books
studies
i hope we can all made it

and well its tough
but i noe i get it over
mei mei rocks
and gang
but gray a little emos shit
i just wnan be w cherry and or gladys
and i wnan work hard in OCBC
and i wnaan be fucking successfully
in accounts
but not too stress up too

babe..
i love u

and well i hope wai leng wont screw me up
and well
i hope i have last chance

babe
i love u

and well
i hope no bad lucks
all good lucks
and a little bit of hope
and well
i do anything
o dear babe

its a new day

2010-03-28T17:57:00.000-07:00

well.. i am still waiting for the movies
setting
and seatings..
and replies
from both cheryl and well err gladys
hopefully
she will be getting back to me soon
all i need is the well
cherry
cheryl
and gladys
to agree to the conditions
and well the agreements
and the stuff
and conditions
and the well informations to be made..

career
studies
and now its back to either one of them

choosing is bad and suxky sucky at times
if only well the only thing matters is the heart
and the soul
and well the only one is well like the brain
heart
head and soul
and the body
well tml is the noght nioght night to rock it out

ciao

tired....shit

2010-03-27T00:43:00.000-07:00

i am so tired
so jealous
and well i have career
cash
studies
i just have a fucking GF
a cute sweet one
thats all i asked for

work is mon to fri
overtime

thats about it

i fucking miss cheryl

i was drunk last night
was drunk casue of one girl
i suck man
i am so useless
i cant even get her back

fuck up man...

i wish i have evrything
career
car
cash
GF
anf GF
and degree
i am working on it

shall asked any girls w specs
they all l fucking hot

tuk

2010-03-24T17:57:00.000-07:00

i am so so well just not in the mood with her..
its been a while
and i am just feeling down
the feeling of down is so uneasy
and well its just like a boat ship that is like sinking
down
and i dont feel good
i hope we can make things work out
and talk it all out again

if only time would just turn back
and be nice to the ppl around me
cheers
and sighs

life moves on always in the end

time never stop
ppl do

work time
coffee and bread..

long long dae

2010-03-24T16:33:00.001-07:00

y is is accounts finance ppl work like mad
and well other depts
so relax
y ha

fucking shit
but its a good job
and i still want my job
and a cute sweet fucking cool GF
with piercings
pls help me find them
o dear lord

haha
and well i am getting skinny
and well i stopped smoking
and drinking

sister pls faster recover
and mother
be safe

i work hard
even if world is fucking unfair
and well i have tons to work on

love u ppl
i fucking love all
soccer
class was good

just be good
and the cherry girls will

tired shit

2010-03-21T16:34:00.000-07:00

i miss her gladys
i miss her nicole
i miss her sarah
i fucking miss her
cheryl

pls give me one last chance

getin getting my ic todae
will be safe
and keep it nicely

o well..
i scare i got hiv
std
or sti
cheryl
pls dont leave me
if u did spread it to me
pls kindly stay w me
i fucking need all ur presence
and all ur assurance
now
if i could
i reallyt neeed them all now
fuck man
i just need once last chancve
o well
fuck itr all
cherytl
pls meet me talk
and talk
i showed love a wrong expression
i care for u
i concrent for u
i fucking need u

is it worth
it
yes
one fish
soul mate
give up all other fishes

cheryl
come back

i do anything

off to work

fucking no mood
and emo
i need a GF
and friends
not fuck budddies
i need concern
and care
i miss her

bored

2010-03-20T00:15:00.001-07:00

y lo
y do we always qaurrel
and vr
break up
y do we are
quarel
break up
why
we used to love
like
adore
now hate
avoid
fuck up
and well quarrel
its the end
its fucking over
when we had it
the going
we didnt cheriesh
or enjoy it

its just
april babies
all of us

so stubborn
and well dovoted
and werll
too over protective
and stuff

i fucking miss her

i was hurt
the stuff
we give
all thrown away
now its all
gone
i was hurt
why did all the things were thrown away
and well
its all hard work
and hard ship

why
i am so so fucking confused
and stufff
i keep kept on calling
smsing
and wanan talk for 5 mins
thats it

but avoidance
is like so sticky

i wanan see her
i miss her smile
her voice
her kiss
her stuff
her legs
her lookgs
i fucking miss her

fuck it all
pls come talk
5 mins
and i be sage
and make all work out
trust me

its going work

who wanan marry those with aids and std
i would
for u
cherry
cherry loh
hui shan

muakc

bored

2010-03-20T00:15:00.000-07:00

hoho

2010-03-16T22:20:00.000-07:00

well its been almost two weeks
its fine
and its good
its just cold
and really well cold
sha...
well been listening to the songs of pixie lott
and well james morrison
and well the songs are all so cold
and so slow

its been a texting
texting wild and well unpleasant week
its just not going on that well
we are like on and off
and its like a pattern
the period of the honey mood is over
totally..
and its like another new chapter
and all the new problems
and mistakes have arrived between me and her
its just so not long ago we were still
in the fairy land
movie
and enjoying the good times together
and well its like 2 yrs its now a rocking
rocky boat
at times i just wonder
why or what if
nothing had even happened
or started
or well

SINGLE is still more fun..
i swear...!!!!

back to work...
in 5 mins..
ciao ppl

over..its official

2010-03-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

official over..
i noe
its hard to explain
its just so like the movie
500 days of summer
so so similar
and well ya
ya its fucking weird
its like when i dont want her
i never wanted
she wants me badly
now its the opposite
its always the fucking opposite
o well life is is so fucking funny
playing around with ppl
ppl like me
o well

gues its all about the cash
money
and well career

its totally i should just focus
on those
that
and well the rest will be completed
like a fucking jigsaw puzzle
and the real life will appear

i just hope i wont die soon...

marry me soon the one..
i am waiting
still looking out
and hoping for the best
if not the worst

and well the real one...

summer

u are pretty
but its all about the certain
and not all the uncertainly...
the unsure
but the sure
and well

tears do appear
at times
but be strong
and move on....

lord bless us all
family
friends
love ones
and relatives

lovie

cry me out

2010-03-13T23:50:00.000-08:00

cry me out...
pixie lott

its a fucking emo shit song...
its nice
its sweet
its emo
and its tasty

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in my heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..Mate, you’re too late
And you weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me
You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself
Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away
When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more
The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through
You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself
Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away
Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out
Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away
You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself
You'll Have to cry me out
You'll Have to cry me out

sat...

2010-03-13T07:41:00.000-08:00

i am home
so weird
like almost all sat
i am out
out with GF
or friends
smoking
drinking
partying
but well since we broke up
i am all alone..
i guess its time to just focus
on career
and study
and cash
and make more cash
and show her
that i can be a man
not a kid
or a fucking boy

o boy

we broke up
after so so long
why
i have always given 100%
is it girls always love guys who dont give 100%
the player type of guys?
wtf
what do girls think
i mean i give all mine
and its over
break ups sucks man
i am down
down but not out
i am just fucking not used to it

being alone when i have not been alone
for a long long time
fuck man

fuck man..
i just wnan have more company
and friends
but well all my guys
are fucking..
like attached..
i am only lao alone

i miss her
fuck...

if breaking up she feels happy
i be happy
shall go smoke
and jog
and be with the hamsters
fuck all shits
i am going prove her by earning cash
and become a tax aduit controller

bye...

club is in me

puff

2010-03-09T05:57:00.000-08:00

puff...
smoke..
puff...
work was so so good
tiring
but time flies
past so fast
faster than when i was at QBE
there are so many stuff to do
AR
AP
GL
all kind of statements
trial balance
ledgers
schedules
and well
p and l
balance sheet
where min is work
no time to sleep
rest
smoke
drink
or toilet
or even sms
text
haha
i like her still
gladys
o..
and gray is so fucking cool
haha
gayish cool
and winter too
o well
shall make more cash
study hard
save money
and invest
and have more cash in bank
so as in rainy days i be able to survive
and well
pain always occurs
it sucks
it hurts
it fucking unnice
unpleasant
the ppl are all nice
but the high standard is scaring me off

wake up
and be strong
work
study
save
and health
exercise

more fruits
veges
and skiping
skipping

its tough to handle more than one
al the fuckinf sets of different
o well

no baby
pls be safe
loce love ya

pooh

2010-03-07T02:59:00.000-08:00

yesterdae jogged 56 mins
todae 55mins
i still lack of 9 mins
if its by like the healthy style
like 30 mins by 4
will be 120mins
so lack of like 9 mins
i realised its not much
its like i must cut down on the sweet
and fried stuff
and mon to fri
only water
and coffee
and tea
green tea
and well quit the smoke
and the drink
and the beer
and the sex
and the love
i should fully focus
and concentrade on the work
money
money
and well just the work
and the ACCA
and the FC
accountant
and thats all i asked for
baby

well..
i did sleep more
to cover up on the excess
and the lack
on mon to fri
and i feel
more refresh
when i jog
i am sad
but i hope we can be soon
married
and together
and have a good journey
and well i am off to see her
hope we can work things out
and just make it all work in once
like a magic
and the stuff scene
we see in the movie
and the stuff

dinner
will be just well junks
casue its weekends
and ya

see u around ppl
off ciao

hot...

2010-03-06T04:35:00.000-08:00

1800 ..
elecrtical tomen electrical company

1800
korean shiroun house

1750
ocbc bank

i choose... lesser paid
pay
but more alot of scope
of job
Ar
Ap
GL
and all statments
haha...

jog and its fucking hot
and sweat like mad
i swear

well.. off to supper soon

babay i miss u
muack...

i have to getr my ic
and driving licnese
and my school passes
and well... err
tickets too

tml paramore

and its the fucking hit nice concert
but my GF
not going

finally..
i can work
study
and have stable job

shoik...

sat over soon

mon coming
sad

i wish weekdays faster end
and weekends are longer...

well.. i manage to get the check up done
fucking crowded at sata...

haha
and well i saw my ex too

haha
off to work soonn
and party

i miss my GF

and dear
pls forgive me

muack..

new environment
new job
new friends
work hard
settle in fast
and learn fast
lesser mistakes
and work hard
and well bne good

with overtime
i earn at least 2100..
haha
money
work
study
family
GF
completed...

haha

o when i jog
i saw a fucker
scold a biker
for ringing the bicycle bell
the fucker say
this not a bicycle lane

assholes

like them

make the world sucky

supper time

soik
ciao

booh

2010-03-03T05:17:00.000-08:00

finally...
one shot
one chance
and here it goes...
i am like happy
got it done
and nit...
nut
haha
its over
but it godd
good
safe
sound and well cool...

its been a long tiring day
sick
hot
sweat
but its worth it

well its all about the AR
AP
GL
FA
tax
journals
and well cash
and well costing
and P and L
and BS
o well
good scope
learning curve high
and good
great
finally
iys over
and well

i got roses for her

finally
and she took it
and i said that i will like can take care of her
and pamper
and support
and woo
and nice
and sweet
and good
and well faithful
and coolie
great

i love her..
tml a new beginning
new faces
new work
and new challenges
and well night out early
i fucking miss her
and i do all my best
focus
on work
work
GF
Gf
studies
studies
ACCA
CCAAA
ACCA
and well accounts
accounts

ciao

hot hot hot hotter hottest

2010-02-28T07:04:00.000-08:00

hot
hooter
hoorwe
hotter
hottest

suddenly its all about the chile earthquake
and there have been many death cases
we all singaporeans should be lucky
we stay in a island
a country
we are always safe from all disasters
aha
we singaporeans always complain
about small lame shits
compared to others
other countries
their houses
being destroyed
and well human lives gone
we are all considered fucking lucky
o pray for the survivors
and the ppl who have lost their shelther
and well roof

singaporeans
work and be smart

i just wnana fucking find my account assistant job soon
and i miss cheryl
meety me soon baby

hugs

slacking

2010-02-25T21:45:00.000-08:00

weather super super hot
hot...
bath like more than twice
its getting worse
the weather
hot
hot
cold cold
illiness
sickness
all are coming
pls all the sickness
illiness
and diseases
be cureable
and not incurable..
well..
i am very lucky
and fortunate already
others like are blind
or have super major diseases
i should feel fucking lucky
i hope all the interviews i went
i get one good learning job scope job soon...
pls..
i am in need of cash
for stuff
shopping
school
lessons
expenses
and cherry..
my baby...

well i am so lucky
people have no sight
no taste
no touch
no feel
i should feel lucky
and fucking stop complaining

just hope and pray
for family friends
relatives
and love ones
and cherry be safe
sound
and away from fucking danger
and any form of harm
i miss her now
fucking sad
wanan see her and hug her
she is a super nice lady

well pls let me have just one learning good job
pls..
i am so sick of home
and nothing to do
and spending money
and not earning much money
pls save me man
goodnesss

save the human
save the plants
and save the world
god bless all human
be good
and not evil
and be safe

off to more interviews

i love her

sigh

2010-02-22T03:38:00.000-08:00

i wanan work,...
i wnana work
when i am working
i hate it
but now all i wnana do is work
find a job
fuck
and woerk
work
work
wrok
fuck no life now

can i have just one good account assistant job pls
pls help me agents
pls just get me a job
a cute gf
and no hiv
std
and sex
and i be good
pls
pls dreams come true

am i addicted to s e x?
save me
i wnana quit
sex
smoke
drugs
drinks

and i wan gladys
pls
and no std and hiv
pls
i need a really food normal life
pls
save m
i am addicted

tired shit ,,,

2010-02-21T06:47:00.000-08:00

i feel i am lucky...
luckier than those ppl who well have no home
no food
no jobs and no water or like no err expensive stuff...
well but i guess i am losing all out at the love side
i am totally been out of luck in love
i have no idea why
why?
why is this like happening to me
well.. its like i just hope to have a GLADYS
why cant she or that lady appear?
sigh...

is it fated?
or am i like been karma.....
like ya of all the mistakes and shits that i have done?
i really just hope for a cute sweet tall nice GF
who loves me...
i dont wanan just be into sex
sex
sex
and sex
and smoke
smoke smoke
and drinks
drinks
drinks
i just want a good healthy life...
lord wont u give me that luck soon?

well ACCA
and abs..
focus on them....
and well daddy mummy
pls fucking stop quarreling..
i am so so sick of it
sigg
i hope cherry and me
will be clear of sti
std
and hiv
we had been like the victims
of other exs...
sigh

job hunting
more soon

bored

2010-02-18T22:30:00.000-08:00

i aM so so bored
like no wrok
work
its fucking boring
man
ahha
i wanan faster get a full time job
permenant job
and fucking work
no wrok
no cash
no life
fucking boring
well
i mean wahts life with out
work
party
drinks
sex
and cash
haha..
i am just thinking
i used to love to just slack around
do nothing
but i now am so fucking missing work
and work
sigh
pls get me a job soon
like in the central area
ppls
pls
i just wan a job
1700 to 1900
and well a cute sweet stylish gf
who loves to drink
party
sex
and well love me
i will support her
and mother
pls fufil my dream
dear lord
i dont wanan be a totally out dated
guy
i just want a family who laughs
and talks
and discuss
stuff
a GF
love me
sex
drinks
party
movies
and cute sweet
and well i love her forever
and a nice job
pls
and i take in more fruits
and veges
and cheese
and milk
and water
i exercise alot all more
pls help me
and no std
and hiv
and stuff
pls help me
whoever took my ic and wallet
fucking not misused them
fuckers
i need my car
my licence
and ic
and i need my kaplan cards

pls...

o i am going to get my hair
to be cut
like its fucking long
thick
the weather hot

o ppl in facebook
pls reply me...

i learned to be nice
and be nice to jamil
and rubeun
and cherrly
cheryl
l love thme all

lucky

2010-02-18T05:50:00.000-08:00

jog..
jog jog
haha
more fruits
milk
veges
water
exercise
and well cheese
i am going quit smoking
soon
i hope soon
so soon
haha
i mean soon
and paint
paint walls
clear up the rooms
i am so healthy
so health important now
i am scare
scare of the fucking death
and the man
i love her

and lord
pls make me study work harder
and be better
i miss my old boys
haha...
shall save
save
and work
and study
and exercise
and community services

feeling happily
and healthier
and more check ups soon
i miss her
pls be safe
and lord
protect my friends
family
relatives
and love ones
all pls

shoik

2010-02-15T07:01:00.000-08:00

..... eat
eating..
eaten
ate
so so much food
in the past 2 days
its CNY
haha..
i gain weight
and tummy
haha
shall learn to exercise
soon
really realy soon

well..
movies too
i watched alot
all chinese movies
fun
funny
and cute
shits
haha
laugh till i wanan cry too

500...
to make new ic
driving licence
and well kaplan cards
and atm
and new fare cards
fuck..
i hope who ever stolen
or took
or pick up my wallet
will return to me
or to the police soon
and pls do not mis used
mis placed
or use my ic
cards
for fucking lending money from fucking loan sharks
shall eat soon
supper...
i love CYN
sleep soon..
and check up soon
i miss her
i do
pls believe...
sigh
god love all of us
family friends
relatives
love ones
and working buddies
safe sound
no HIV
STD
and cancer...
nightyss

hungry

fucked..

2010-02-14T06:12:00.000-08:00

why is it a must to like give roses today?
why is it a must ..
i have dont noe noo noo idea
i give something more special
is it roses are so fucking important todae
i am kind of pissed off and tired
sigh
life is so weird
or should i say
girls are so so fucking werid
o well..
life is like this
boys will always be boys
girls will always be girls
to like test us boys always
with its a must on v dae for roses
and well must
but to me
daily shit is v dae
i am so so upset
and sick
and sad
and well surprised too
o well i hope i can settle and survive the disorder
in this year
the tiger year
o well fuck it more up
i am sick of all this shit
maybe gladys put up the fuxcking bench mark
and standard
o well
i love her still gladys siahaan arini yilin
i do
i wish v dae and chinese new year will be better
hope for the best
tml 2nd dae
pls be good
like no shit sickness
and lost loss of wallet

nights

pls forgive me
i cant stay out
parents say be home by 11
i have to obey
choose between parents
GF
and friends
i am stuck
not in the circle ring
not outside
but in the fucking middle
sandwiched

tsk
off to bed
and nights
lights off.. babe

confused

2010-02-09T06:32:00.000-08:00

fucking confused..
fucking confused
fucking duck
fuck up man..
let shift out soon mother
and fuck care about the fucking fucked up
think he knows everything mr daddy..
i wanan faster grow up
and earn money
and have a fucking small but nice flat house...
pls...
fuck him man...
i have decided to either stay with QBE
or well.. SGX
fuck my daddy...
why do i have to work
and see my mother sad
sigh
life sucks
i wish i had love
degree
and a good great nice job
with many cute nice ladies
and singles ones
to woo date
sigh
i want my mother
and the girl i love to be safe

fuck s screw up my dad
he is a ass hole

he only care about himself
selfish fucking fucker
and well i guess i must thanks esther and jennifier
and helen too
the advices
and dinner was great
shoik
and hot
spicy
i miss you guys if i ever leave...
totally

now i wanan just sleep
and not smoke
or drink

wake up
soon
and protect mummy
fuck off daddy
ass shit hole
you totally need to change
or i gget police to dump you in the fucking cell

lies

2010-02-07T06:40:00.000-08:00

why do ppl lie
like white lies
black lies
and well good and bad lies
why
i hate liars
i mean i do lie
but i hate those ppl who always fucking lie
like ya
like my dad
he is a liar
i noe
he confirm outside got woman
fucker
i hate him to the core
and well i will tell my relatives
on CNY
i duxk fucking swear
and i make sure mum
sis
and myself
well we are stay alone
away from him
that bloody fucker
i fucking swear
so old still cheat
fucking stupid
i noe...

dumb shit

o well i hope ppl stop lying..
fucking up fuck up man
lord save my mother
from all harm
and no more suffering pls for her
fuck my dad

weekends...

2010-02-06T03:43:00.000-08:00

off to jog
and watch liverpool...
match
i have a few job offers
but still thinking...
and waiting
and hope
hoping for the best
i just want a full time
job
and nice pay
and learn alot
and well learn alot
alot of things man
i just want more job scoope
more learning up curve
and more work
and then pay
then location
but working ppl
working environment
is fucking important
i want be happy
aon
qbe
acclaim
and well ace
choose which ones
and well
fucking singapore exchange
and well also psa
sigh
and 2 more ups
i just play first
and think later
is 2300 alot?
sigh

tired.. shits

2010-02-01T06:01:00.000-08:00

hell shit tired
fucking tired
sleepy
and well so dead drop
i need coffee
coffee many
full
and well sleep
tons of it

the eyes are becoming black
so black
from white to grey to black
yawn the word
and the time
tsk

sleep zone time
and well naps

i fucking need a grip

mondae..
the eat fruits and veges
and go green

be fine kind to animals
and say please
thanks you
you are welcome
and well tsk
be nice

sweet cute girl
here i come...

and well
i fucking hope my dad not out with other women
and not gambling
if i see him with one
i make sure
the lady will be dead and gone

and mother
pls fufckigh fucking stop nagging and complaining
its pain
and hurting

sleep soon...
psp time

fast and gone.....

2010-01-31T05:10:00.000-08:00

the weekend flies
its so fast
i mean its like so so quick and fast
i have so so many times to do
but i have done little..
shit man....
fri work
after work
i went to see my daddy's mother
which is my granny
well
long long fucking long time i didnt see her
i wanted to like do something good
before jan end
jan 2010 has ended..
fucking fast..
well i went to talk to her
and had dinner with her and uncle
haha
then slack around
and bought for her like bread
and cakes
haha
well i wanted give her cash
but she like kind of dont didnt want it
well
she hide some cash in my bag
like its like what the hell...
haha
erm...
sat i shopped
and well got all the stuff
3 long sleeves shirts
and 2 jeans
and well nice shoes
haha
totally total spending
$500...
haha
ex man
but well i shop once in a while also
so its oke with me
well going to start to save up the cash
and well pass ACCA
and exercise
and get off belly fats
well more soccer
exercise
jogging
and well start to do some skipping
skipping
haha
its good
i know
well
and i attend some career semsters
haha
like ya
at marriott hotel
banks
finance
and accounts
well i mean its like i was going to ask them stuff
and really try my luck
to be in on the junior entry stuff
haha
o well
then had dinner
and jog too
and movie with Jamil..
haha
its a good movie
man..
the law abiding...
like prison break..
aahha
slack
macs
and drinks
o well...
todae i went to see granny mother side
well and well
its like she looks so so sad
sick
i want both of my granny to be safe
and sound
and live long
i want my parents
dad
mother
dont quarrel
and dont fight
dad dont quarrel
dont gamble
dont smoke
dont play with fire
and women
and mum dad
both be fucking safe..
i want all to be safe
daddy pls come home soon
and talk to us
and not play around

and i did jog too
and slack todae
shall read men health soon
soon
really soon
pass ACCA
and well do it well
and well skip and exercise
i miss gladys
hope to get the full time job soon
and well also get a cute sweet girl
not a pretty hot sexy one
and well
english speaking and christian
and well no hairs on the hands
haha
i hope for good new company

shall tml enjoy lunch the lunch with all of them
amoy
maxwell
and tanjong pagar
well
see u around soon
shall sleep early

pls learn to say thanks you
welcome
and well like be thankful
and grateful
and be poliet
and good

its just manner
and be good

i wanan get the dogs too
and hamsters
pls be safe....

all be good
and lord god
keep us all safe...
love ones
friends
family
relatives
and friends
and loves ones

god send his son
to save us all
so all humans could like live life to the fullest
and be safe...

i hope i have all the hotness
soon

miss u babe

jan

2010-01-30T05:37:00.000-08:00

i visited both grandmothers
more matured
and nice thinking

i miss both of them
pls dont die soon
stay old and health

dad
mum
pls dont fucking quarrel
its affecting me and sister

fuck man

slack time
and jog
and smoke
and just coffee

i saw my ex
and a fucking cute looking spec
lady
fuck man

good things will never come soon

waits

nights nightts

2010-01-28T05:41:00.000-08:00

well work
study
party
play
and exercise
and well its all i want..
all i want to do
and its all the right stuff

and i want a GF
not a pretty sexy one
or beautiful
or hot
but a sweet
smile
cute
and english speaking
and christian
and well erm... to like be into pets
and sports
i dont wanna a hot pretty lady
i want like a cute one
and i also wanan be in love
i miss gladys

fuck man....

liverpool
pls fucking wake up
and play well
ccant win wolves
fuck man

2 more weeks
and chinese new year
v dae
and well also...
no more qbe
i m iss miss all the fucking stuff
in the finance
and ya
time to look for jobs
a new central job
and i hope to noe more new young ladies

off to work
and bed
and well sleep

mondae

2010-01-25T05:12:00.000-08:00

it a new week
a new beginning
but its not always the same
its not always like this
how i do like fucking explain
well...
ppl say
start a good week
well
but in reality
its does not fucking happen
parents quarrel again
its happening again
shits always happen
i just want my father to stop
playing with girls outside
and to work
and be home
he only knows how to smoke
drink
work
and always so fussy
fuck man
pls la
not only you are working
mother does alot at home
if you see
you know
dont always scold
talk loud
shout loud
we my mother sister and myself
aint fucking scare ok
we can go stay with others
and see how you survive alone
with who to help you cook
wash clothes
seriously
just be nice
every body work
am tired
but does not mean can any how push people
i have had enough
i will really punch you one day
if you hurt my mother
fucker
dadddy
grow up
we all work
wall all tired
pls dont be a ass
and pls support this family well
dont always think u are correct
loud i not scare ok

fuck off la
soon sister
mother and me will survive
and shift out
see how you stay alone
loser

now all i wanan do is sleep
work
study
exercise

and dear god
look after my mother
sister
and grandmother
pls
dont make them suffer
and my friends and relatives too
pls

o i fucking miss gladys
i am going start to save
pay no increase
all other stuff increase
i now realised
its hard
to work
and work
save little
and well my parents suffer like me last time
i shall work
and save
dont spend too much
and save

and thanks god
for letting me know people
who are so nice to me
and wont ask for stuff in return
like Nor..
and other the finance ppl in QBE
and wei wei
and jun jie
and others
well...
i met both type
people who make use of you
for cash
and people who help you
and ask for nothing in return
thanks
for the true people
the two faces
pls just face the world
and be nice

sleep time
i had some wet nice dreams
yawn

a moment to be remembered

2010-01-24T05:44:00.001-08:00

.....

2010-01-21T05:44:00.000-08:00

jobs
work
school
money..
smile....
food
dance
sports
movies
shop
books
games
x box
mp3
psp
ps3

o well the list goes on...
and on and on and on forever

off to bed...

dreams
and reality
o well

singapore
boring
but safe
and sound
and good
no earthquakes
or floods

be happy
though small
dot
and boring

TV..
books
psp
which ones

only time will tell
off to bed
off to work
and off to job searching

save the family
friends
love ones
relatives
and well the pets

be good and loyal
and not be bad
boom

boommmz

2010-01-18T05:13:00.000-08:00

lucky
luck
best of lucks
all the luckiest

safe in spore
no earthquake
we should be happy
smile
and no fights pls

ending

2010-01-17T04:44:00.000-08:00

sat sun
the weekend
the 2 days
passed so freaking fast
back to work in like tml
yawn
i am so tired
still
slept alot but still tired
o well
2 days off
so freaking fast
what the hell?

o well a few ways to go green
and help save the earth
the world
and well make us survive longer

every monday
go eat only fruits and vegas
and be like a monk
haha

more bicycles
and mrt
not cars
haha

use fans
and well lesser
air cons

well use more cold water to bath
and well less warm water

well and off the switch
and not keep in on going

and haha....
be nice to animals
and recycle
reuse
and reduce
and use less papers
and well save more trees

more health
men health
and i did clean 1/3 of the cupboard
haha
and well
2 days off jog
to get off the fats
and well more medicines
and less cough
and flu

happy new year
X))

2010-01-16T02:50:00.000-08:00

which toilets still ask to pay 10 cent?
haha
which places still need that

i found a few
and i just jog
sweating

june july
smile
flat skinny chest stomache
and well pass the company business coporate law acca paper
the mid year will end well
wink
smile more
be happy
casue research shows
more stress
lead leading led to cancer
smile more
i shall just think of classes
and exercise
and work
and hope the fucking sweet auditor who ever will come to me

smiless
off the holland village for dinner
and coffee
town is super mixed packed
yawn
tml read more papers
books
clean up shelves
and well psp
ps3
and jog
and men health

see ya
sen enjoy the weekend

right or wrong

2010-01-14T05:32:00.000-08:00

no eating and drinking
or no eating or drinking?
which is the fucking right or wrong?
different ppl have different ways and views of looking at it

after a sleep
you wake up
all is still the fucking same
no changes
only dreams
and a long sleep
and all remain the same

smile more
be happy
and look less sick
sad
be positive
not negative

ciao

oo....

2010-01-13T16:30:00.000-08:00

seeing doc
more check ups
and more check ups
i dont wanan be sick
i dont wanan be sick...
i dont wanan be sick
i dont want fever
headache
cough
flu
blocked nose
and intestine bowel problems
i dont wanna chest heart problems
i quit totally smoking
and i am working hard now
to recover
and start to exercise
pls save me o lord
i do anything
just to be safe and sound
my parents
sister
gladys
grandmothers
and friends
and relatives
i do anything
pls make me and all of us safe
sound
health
and not so so so sick
i fucking swear i do anything o lord
and i keep to my promise
words
and honour them
and lord protect us from harm
and make me find my GF soon again
STUDY
WORK
and chill out...
no more parties
i fucking miss gladys
and sharon
and poppy
pls lord
save help me

off to hospital
i hope its all good news
fuck all the bad news

sleepy

2010-01-12T04:38:00.000-08:00

i feel so fucking tired
and sleepy
its so so fucking tiring
school
work
and well work
and i am so tired
sick
fucking cough
fuck up man
i really wish the weather be good
the flu and cough all be gone
and i miss my grandmother
o well
she is now in bukit batok
st luke
slowly working back her fitness
i wish she wont go
i want her with us
forever
and pls
i wanna eat more fruits
veges
and exercise
fuck off sickness
diseases
and illiness
and the small getting bigger tummy
i rest my case
off to sleep
tml ACCA
schooll..
finally its again the main thing
ciao

relatives
friends
family
and myself
be safe
lord take care of us
look after us
and well
i wish i had a GF
casue i am sick
fuck man
sigh
i miss her

zoosk

2010-01-10T06:43:00.000-08:00

cough
cough
cough
pls disappear
disappear
disappear
pls
i should have been home
and not at the singing
singing
k k k k
boxes
well
friends come and go
and only the good good true ones
stay with you
on the back foot
when you are in the most fucked up situation
dear lord
pls make the cough go
and the girl cute girl in
asap
i long for a girl when i am sick

sat a rest rest good dae...

2010-01-09T01:52:00.000-08:00

i work late last night
came home
eat
ate
bath
TV
sleep early..
todae is saturday
woke up early....
went to clementi
to see doctor
on the cough . flu. and sore throat
feeling much better now
went to buy food
and slack around bought stuff at NTUC.....
well...
then headed home
took my medicine
and clean the hamster cages
well then went to west coast plaza
to have my hair cut
before the chinese new year start
and the prices start to increase
this year it is good
many days of holidays
fall on the fri
or mon
shoik
long weekend
and more rest time
and i clean my table
haha wipe
and pack
and clean up the table
maybe getting a new table from ikea
haha
smaller one
casue this one is old
and abit spoilt
and can use the new table for ACCA stufff
classes only on wed
but from 1845 to 2145
haha
every tues
i be home early
and clean the hamster cages
and rest
wed would be a long long day..
sigh
but well
just chong
and study work hard for the next three years
and well
get the degree
ACCA
and be a accountant
and well earn $$$
and be good
then the girls will come
haha
o i am in love with the office ladies
hahah
and well my pay finishing soon
like give to parents
pay phone bills
medicial bills
haha
clothes
and well the school fees
well
sigh
hope it be a better year
love ya gladys
tonight shall see how
slack home
DVD
or movie
coffee bean star bucks
and relax
slack
no smoke
drinks
and club pubs
for me now
haha

ciao
off to search for new jobs
the contract is so so finishing soon

bye.

pain pain pain

2010-01-07T05:33:00.000-08:00

i been coughing for 24 hours
fuck man
the medicines are not working
and i am fucking in pain..
fuck man
why is the world so fucking unfair
like why is it i cant be cured
or healed..
fuck man...
why is it only the accounts finance dept
overtime daily
always
fuck man
why can i have my girl
with the cute
and no hair on the hands
and christian..
fuck man
why i am like the only one suffering now
fuck ,man
fuck off the fucking old cough
and cold
fuck off pls
i am hurting
pls let it all go
all go away
fuck it all

rest resting

2010-01-05T02:20:00.000-08:00

i rested rest resting todae...
1 dae mc...
well cough
flu
block nose
and just super bad sore throat..
the medicines i eat
are helping
have been helping
but still feel tired
sleepy
and super weak
haha
like lazy shit
but a one day rest is good
like ya i been working alot
and hard
need breaks
and rests
haha
soon the contract will end
i am gonaa change jobs
i wonder if the ppl in my new work place would be nice
or not fuck man

oh i hope all the work place i work in
the ppl will be like qbe..
ppl
so friendly
nice
and so so fucking
cool
and really sweet
i will confirm miss alot of them
and tears will flow
but life is like this
work
work
and then change jobs
and then new friends
if ppl do change
i hope that it is changing for the better
and the best
o i really hope i had change for the best
the better
all i wnana do now is to sleep
and eat
and rest
work
school
here i come tml
and well i still fucking miss gladys
pls call me gladys
and let me noe
tell me how u have been doing
i hope gladys is fine
and i have no time for other girls
just work
school
and gladys
and i fucking miss her
and her kids
god bless her

well i hope i change for the good
best
better
and no more smoke
club
and messing messy area around

just hope either gladys
or sharon will call me
when i am fucking sick
i need a GF
sigh
i am so weak

off to dinner
with wei wei and ky

cough

2010-01-04T05:44:00.000-08:00

i am officially sick
with flu
cough
and sore throat
must be the long weekend break
with playing
food
and drinks
and staying up late
and not sleeping early
i just wnana sleep
and fast recover..
fuck all the illiness
and the sickness
pls just fuck off
from my family
relatives
friends
and gladys
i cant seem to stop coughing
fuck
and i fucking miss gladys
pls call me soon
fucking shit

i really need a girl now with me
casue i am sick
and weak
pls
let me be with gladys
the old times
fuck man
when i am sick
i feel so fucking emo
and i just need a GF
next to me
to take care of me
and sleep it off with me
ii i love gladys

officially sick
and tired of the flu and cough

fuck off pls
cough flu sickness
diseases
and illiness
oo...
i saw some one like gladys
i wish its her
fuck man

ciao

tired...

2010-01-02T18:06:00.000-08:00

we stay up whole night
played
cards
eat macs..
and well like we do watch soccer...
and well we do play psp
ps3..
and soccer
and we did it all with the boys
its always the same old boys
ddrinks
beers
and well the fucking guy night
thanks for all the fun..
its like fun
that wont have or happen with girls
such stuff
its totally
boys
guys
i am fucking quitting the fags
and pls
the flu bug and sore throat
pls go away
i be a good boy

now just wnana sleep
and sleep
ZZZZ
tired shit
and in the dreamland mood
well..
thanks
and i just wnan study
and tidy up the room
i wanan noe more about poppy olsen choo
and sharon cheong
i dont love them
i just hope to noe them better
and next time support them if i can have the chance
and the honour
and the feelings are fucking good
and correct
and both parties have feeling of comfortable
and good
well god bless
all my friends
family
love ones
relatives
and gladys
happiness
health
and well no sickness
and death
and no more bad stuff in the 2010
happy new year its the third dae..

wink

off the to bed...

2010

2010-01-01T08:27:00.000-08:00

well its been a year to forget..
like 2009
what happen in my life?
well basically its all simple
yet o well not so nice or interesting...

Jan..
i am still working
and the place is closing down in march
due to new expansion
and the cafe is moving shifting up to the top level...
but in a smaller area..
and the large popular area at the open area would be taken over by others...
like ya i am in the CD..
and working part time
and well i have to change job or just move to another outlet....
still in CD
and still spending and not saving alot....

Feb....
nothing special
still working
in CD
and well short month
and i fucking still miss gladys
wahts wrong with me....
and alone on V dae...
just alone
emo shits

March....
the last few moments at work
its been like 2 yrs since i been working at the cafe..
mixed closed open mixed feelings
i dont know if i am like happy or sad
excited or like gloom...
sometimes changes matter
for the better
and it could lead to better or to the worst...
o well...
everyone either quitting
or moving transfer to other outlets
the laughter
fun we had..
could be memories
and gone for now...
but it live in our hearts..

April...
happy birthdae zen...
and one yr older
more mature
and should be more good in thinking
and decision making
stop working
still in CD
ording soon in july...
finding replacement
and well still fucking miss
and thnink alot of gladys

May...
happy..
ording soon
well
just slacking around
with friends
no more working
and just looking around for new hobbies
but just soccer
movies
and stoning
lazing
and doing nothing much at home....

June....
one whole month of break
with leave clearing
and well off
and well just in camp for first 2 weeks..
and then its like slack
finding it weird
not be in camp
not up early
and trying to pass time
and finding a full time new job
which is account assistant
well and just exercising more
and eating lesser
and sleeping later
but its fucking tough to find a job cuase of the fucking recession

July.....
ORD
and finally
got back my IC...
haha shoik
treated the rest to food
the usual suspects
in the camp
X)
well happy
to ord
sad to leave them
but life is like that
new friends
old friends
new work
old work
new environment
old environment
well its more and all about adaption
and well the willing to change
and suit others

AUg...
job found
on 6 months contract..
at a insurance company..
and the best thing is ppl there are nice
and its a nice new brand new office area
at the anson area
well fucking cool
only thing is ....
all girls in the dept..
i am the only guy
and the youngest
so well no boys
but being pampered
but ppl are all so old and scary
only talk to one lady....

Sept...
work ok
normal
slowly learning
and doing all the shit work
stuff
they told me
when u start from the bottom
u do all the easy shit lame dumb jobs
first
then slowly open up
and learn more and more
but casue i am only on contract
thus cant teach me much
but well
its all accounts
tax
and no audit..
stilll missing gladys
and not really in touch with friends
cuase of work
getting over the camp life
and really starting entering a new chapter of life....

Oct...
o... working normal
still missing gladys
and well only talk to hang out with the usual suspects
and soccer stuff
plus drinks and movies
work super same..
haha
but getting used to work
like work
home
sleep
work
home sleep
and the routine flows
follow
like its a habit now
and in the adult working class world...
been eating alot of healthier...

Nov....
normal
usual
and nothing special
still missing gladys

DEc..
presents exchange...
christmas
countdown
and well welcome the new year
was with friends
shi sha
arab street
and club
at clarke quay
with friends..
well count down
with the fire works
and just dance
club
to let all expression
stress out
let loose
and well thought of nothing
just dance
drrinks
and forget all worries
problems

2010...
lord
o god
pls forgive my 2009 sins...
this 2010 year
tiger
i work hard
in school
work
and well happy relationships with friends
family
and relatives
i see my granny
grandmother more
life short
i wont want regret...
and well
more exercise
fruits
milk
water
vegas
and well more healthier...
and well be seriious
good
mature
and not childish
and lame

dress well better
with shirts
and jeans
and well nice hair style
and well more nice shoes
shorts
and more booyys outing
and drinks
and to not love or fall in love
unless its the fucking one
and to noe girls
who dont go for looks
$$$
and just $$$$
to noe girls with good cute looks
and work hard
and not fucking racist
and well christian..
and can club
and hang out..
for drinks
movies
and fun...

well 2010
i do more better stuff
start well
and end well
no more resolutions
unless i can do it...
no promises
as it could be broken

well..
study
work
and keep to noe more girls
but not GF...
and earn more money
and keep the $$$ for myself
not to spend on girls

and to noe $$$ is the root of evil
friends true friends can be seen
as what JJ
says..

happy new year..
and well the song touch by an angel
written by ken lim
is nice..

go see hear...
off to bed..
i saw grandmother
in hospital
dear lord
god
thanks for all the help
i do believe alot in you..
for healing
my grandmother
and overcome all her problems
illiness
and hardships
thanks

peace be in all the ppl heart...

end of 2009... hell? or heaven?

2009-12-31T03:29:00.000-08:00

good or bad>?
has 2009 been a good or bad year for me?
well i think its been super normal..
but it has taught me alot of new things
like friends
family
health
and alot of working and working stuff.....

after i ord from CD...
i realised that the working world is so so so fucking tough
and different from
school and CD..
its like a whole new package
a new type of alien world
welll
i am just going think of upgrade my self
with work
life
more mature
healthier
like fruits
exercise
sports
vegas
and well more water and milk
and eat less oily..

its been so fast
maybe when u age
u will like really move on faster..
i just wnana upgrade
and be more talented
and smarter
and well just learn japanese and spanish
and head to japan
and liverpool
and well to be a successfully accountant
in 3 yrs times..
and well like err.. do well in work
school
studies
and BGR
i think i pass it for another 2 yrs
unless the fucking girl comes to me
the one with the cute looks
and love me for who i am
i am not gonna sms text alot
i am more mature
and i gonna not change for a girl
just to suit into her shoes
books
girls are weird
and well i pass the BGR
just more female friends
and party
party
party
and work woork wooork
and noe more new friends man..
haha
well thats it..
gonna party soon
or just slack at home
either way

i hope 20 10 be better..
no more NYDC
and well come to the accounts audit tax finance world
i hope i get the jobs again in march
new work
new environment
new chicks
and new school mates..
cant wait...

KY
WEI WEI
ld dinner?

JAMIL?
zouk?

or well home.. with DVDS..
and ice creams

grins

shall start 2010 w a bing big bang...

fresh but a little like so sleepy....

2009-12-29T05:36:00.000-08:00

o well i am totally mad
crazy
and like i dont noe
fucking nonsense
and i cant believe i am like this
i am like so super totally mood swing....
like once in a while
wish i single
then wish i attached
then wish i like err just dont work
and sleep
then suddenly supper into the work
and then next its like
fuck i am like having split personalities
man
i dont noe
man
its fucking so weird
and ya now i am like i wanna sleep
then i dont
i wnana call fiona and talk
then i dont really care
i think i like her
then i dont
she looks pretty
she dont
like wat the fuck?
its fucking kidding
and killing me man seriously
fuck this
i need to focus
and well the next year
i need to study
hard
man
and work like madness
no more girls
no more
i can do it
i noe i can
totally full concentrade
like ya
work
study
acca
and learn saxaphone
and well sushi making
and japanese
and ya
save money
fuck it
i gonna do it man
fuck this
2010
i work fucking hard
and i do it
i fucking promise god....
will do it
no more love in 2010
unless i find the right girl
and i fucking study
hard
work hard
for the cash
and all the fucking cash
I NEED CASH ONLY
FUCK ALL
SHITS
ONLY CASH
AND CASH

bored.. bored shits

2009-12-27T06:38:00.000-08:00

the past four days..
boring shit
only met fiona once
thats on thursday..
she said she had alot of plans already
like out with friends
and gab..
haha o well
i only went ky house on sat...
to watch soccer
and i mass text bomb fiona sms
she and i like always quarrel
haha
its that bad?
the more mean fierce she is towards me
the more like nasty
and not nice
i still kind of adore her
for her bad points
and her good points
i mean you like people for both
not only for one..
correct?
well..
i dont noe man..
i am totally into her now
with the actions abit of like creepy
and weird
i just wanan hear her voice
and meet her
i am easier
jealous of the other boys with her
and i hate them
am i like in love?
or am i just playing around
o man
i dont noe
but i really like fiona
as a friend
and i hope to noe more about her
like pool
k box
movies
dinner
jig saw
picnic
beach
running
cycling
and well just have fun...

i dont noe
only 6 months later
time will heal
and tell
and maybe i understand her better
like opposite do attract
right?
i just wnanna see her be happy
and just fold the damn god hearts

call her later..
and she is out with her suitor gab...still
like 1am..
sigh
fucking miss her
in a fuck up weird way

ciao

what a christmas

2009-12-25T05:03:00.000-08:00

Leighton Meester - ‘Somebody To Love’ Lyrics
Paris, France to Michigan

London town and through Berlin

I can’t believe this place

I’m in

Everywhere and back again

Porcelain and China dolls

Give me one and I’ve seen them all

Got my back against the wall

Wonder where I’ll be tomorrow?
But wait, now how long could this take?

It’s hard to find a man,

When you’re gone before he wakes.

They say it’s hard to achieve

But can’t a girl believe?
(Chorus)Is there somebody who still believes in love?

I know you’re out there

There’s got to be somebody

I search around the world

But I can’t seem to find

Somebody to love
(Robin Thicke)

Baby girl, there you at

Looking at me like a putty cat

Wondering where that thing is at

Wondering where your ring is at

Nobody ever did it quite like this

Nobody ever did it quite like you

Do your hair, I bought you shoes

We can hit the town like superstars do

You fall in love? Then let me show you love

Give me the key to your heartI can give you what you want

When you’re waiting for love

And you’re lookin’ for someone

I’mma turn this gossip girl into a woman
[Chorus x2]
Je t’adore, Je t’adore (I love you, I love you)

Make a move, do the thing

Turn around, strike a pose

Je t’adore, Je t’adore (I love you, I love you)

Make a move, do the thing

Turn around, strike a pose

Ooh, I like itOoh,

I need it

Ooh, I want it

Hey Hey
I know it’s hard to achieve

But can’t a girl believe?

Dashboard Confessional - Belle Of The Boulevard Lyrics

Down in a local bar

Out on the Boulevard

The sound of an old guitar

Is saving you from sinking

It's a long way down,

It's a long way

Back like you never broke

You tell a dirty joke

He touches your leg

And thinks He's getting close

For now you let him

Just this once

Just for now

And just like that

It's over.[Chorus]

Don't turn away

Dry your eyes, dry your eyes

Don't be afraid

But keep it all inside, all inside

When you fall apart

Dry your eyes, dry your eyes

Life is always hard

For the Belle of the Boulevard

In all your silver rings

In all your silken things

That song you softly sing

Is keeping you from breaking

It's a long way down,

it's a long way

Back here you never lost

You shake the shivers off

You take a drink

To get your courage up

Can you believe it?

Just this once

Just for now
And just like thatIt's over

[Chorus]

Don't turn awayDry your eyes, dry your eyes

Don't be afraid

But keep it all inside, all inside

When you fall apart

Dry your eyes, dry your eyes

Life is always hard

For the Belle of the Boulevard

Please hold on, it's alright

Please hold on, it's alright

Please hold onDown in a local bar

Out on the boulevard

The sound of an old guitarIs saving you

[Chorus]Don't turn away

Dry your eyes, dry you eyes

Don't be afraid

Keep it all inside, all inside

When you fall apart

Dry your eyes, dry your eyes

Life is always hard

For the Belle of the Boulevard

i finally found her...
after all the long long search
iam gonna make it work
and support her
and prepare for the weddings
5 yrs down the road...
its her
and i am so so fucking sure..

christmas merry
and well enjoy the holidays...

love and miss her..
muack

tik tok

2009-12-21T05:47:00.000-08:00

pray for her
granny
pray for her all the way..
i wanna be sure
she be fucking safe
and sound
and good..
and well i wanna see her daily
and i wanan see her more
and more
and i fucking miss her
granny
god pls protect her
and my family
and friends
and relatives
and well friends
and well fiona
and gladys

rescue all
and well its jigsaw puzzle now
time
i waana be with fiona..
hope
but gab a fucking strong competitor...

sleep soon
and well buzz fiona
tml e a fucking good day
hhee
and well granny
u be fucking safe..
i swear
pray

money
jobs
soccer
school
here i come

search around the world... cant seem to find ..

2009-12-19T00:06:00.000-08:00

it has been a fucking super totally odd and weird and super fast
yet slow week...
i heard of the news of my grandmother..
i am so so like sad and well fucking emo
and really down..
i mean now all we can do is to go and visit her
as often and as much as possible
and well pray for her..
and make sure she will be able to live longer..
till as long as she could
she wants
i dont wanan lose her
i mean i have already lost both of my grandfathers
and i dont wanan lose my grandmother too...
its true when one is old
all the fucking illiness
sickness
and diseases start to appear
and come about
but well i just hope she will be fine
stay strong granny...
i will pray
pray hard for you ... man...

well its the weekend again..
feeling good
its like mon.. tues
the fucking blues
wed mid week slightly happy
thur happy..
fri and sat super happy
sunday
kind of sad yet also happy
and its back to mon..
haha...
o... the financial controller
vanessa gave me a christmas gift
o man..
how i have to think of what to get
for the 15 ladies
in the same dept as me
finance and accounts dept
fuck
and the worse thing is i am so so fucking broke
gosh
think i have to work two jobs
or well borrow from my sister and parents first
but if i do borrow
i am like so not nice
and means i been working
and not saving up for my future studies
and life..
sigh
no matter how much i work
it seems like i still have lack of funds..
wth man
haha
the rain has stopped
shall shave
and jog soon...
thanks to the log cakes
in the company
and fiona;s mos burgers and fries
haha
and well all i can think of now is friends male ones
and a GF
but mostly importantly
work
work
work
study
study
study
and $$
$$
$$
$$
no $$$$$$
no life
no will
and no more goals
well $$$$
work
GF
studies
friends
family
all i ask for now man...

all i ask for christmas is happiness
for all my love ones
and hopefully
a GF soon...

ciao

2009-12-17T05:36:00.003-08:00

work
wrok
work
saxaphone
spanish
japsnese
and well accounts
acca
work
audit
and tax
and well cooking classes
i will work hard
and support my own elsa...
ahah
girls off radar now
hahha

tired.. sifg

2009-12-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

life is so fucking unfair?
its like the rich will always be the rich
better treatment
and well better stuff..
wtf?
singapore is already a first world country
fuck man...
i pray
grandmother faster heal
cover
recover
and play with me again..
i am always in her heart
her sight
her mind
a still young kid...
i pray
lord protect her
and my family
pls dear lord
i do anything i can within my limits
fiona make me stood up and think
am i going waste my life
or work hard
and do new hobbies
and new things
should i follow her and start learning
saxaphone
japanese
and like make her be my best female friend?
i like and miss her
but its not the so called boy girl relationship
more like siit sister brother
lord save me
save my granny
and my parents
and my sister
and relatives
love ones
and friends
pray...
i give up all if i could
to rescue my granny
that i can fucking promise
doctors
heal her...
tonigght will determined it all...
pls ... will power

the normal weekend...

2009-12-12T10:24:00.000-08:00

well met up with ky and jj...
talk about life..
and what we been doing lately...
something about what jj say inspire me...
well he is already like a mini boss..
in the bicycle shop..
its like he aims and targets to like half mini retirement at the age of 34..
thats young for mini half retirement...
haha..
he has set his dreams
his goals
and well his targets
well i wanna be like him too...
i wanan work hard
get the acca.
and be auditor
and well.. invest in shares
condos
cars..
and support my parents
and well get my dream lady
the cute
sweet..
not pretty
but with a lion good heart
and well.. nice and good to animals
and the old ppl..
well and well..
save up more
and study harder..
its mostly all about the cash in singapore
no cash for most things and stuff
no talks
no more links
and well no more hope..
but well .. i wanan earn big bucks...
JJ
thanks for ur advice.
and well.. thanks for learning
and lending me ur stuff
ur ears...
ky
thanks for ur TV
and ur soccer stuff...

off to bed soon....
man utd is losing 1-0
haha.....
tml liverpool
win arsenal..

sigh its scare sad scary

2009-12-09T05:33:00.000-08:00

well granny pls heal faster..
i miss your cooking
and ur sweets
pls heal her dear lord
i beg
pls heal me and my family
my bowel
and intestine faster heal
pls
i do all good deals
deeds
i hope my sister
and daddy stop coughing
and grandmother das faster heal
me and mother
pls safe save us
i want a happy health family
pls lord
i give up on her
just that one cute lady..
i miss all my relatives and friends and family
save us all
i be a slac slave...
do anything for you..
pls hlep
more good deeds
and less thoughts on the cute sweet office lady

pian pain painfully..

2009-12-07T05:56:00.000-08:00

its coming again...
o man..
who do you choose
wife or son
son or wife
GF or friends?
friends or GF?
sigh...
the questions
popping in my mind
i cant seem to like find a solution...

its coming back
the pain
i need to get my triple treatment soon
but there is like still six more weeks
fuck
pls.. heal
fast
the intestine
and bowel
no more fucking germs
worms
or like infections
i want to be healthy
health sage
safe
pls save me doctor
god...
anyone
i listen
and be good..
just hope it recover sooon

i am confused..
do i go for the bad chick
or the geek hooh good lady.
fuck life is so confusing..
and full of holes
i am so tired
i wanan justy sleep
off it
and never ever wake up
till its like morning
one gull full day...
pls..
save me someone
i be grateful
i miss her..
pls come

wooosh...

2009-12-06T07:10:00.000-08:00

wooosh.. the weekend passed
so quick
so fast..
sighs..
well i am still so tired
slack shacked
i am so so sleepy
o well tml well more coffee..
to stay awake..
haha...
work been boring..
i need to get the christmas presents
gifts soon....
new year resolutions coming up..
hope its true
and better
and like i will do it..
a year 365 days will pass by so so soob
soon
tsk..
i am so tired
that i am talking nonsense..
i really hope to find the cute sweet office girl soob.. soon
sigh
dreams wishes will never come ture true for me
sigh
wonder when the fate will ever come..!

single ladies or single boys

2009-12-05T03:16:00.000-08:00

cute..
sweet
christian
god lover
pet and animal lover
and well good and kind hearted
this is what the points of the well the character
and the style
and the attitude
i love in the ladies
its all automatic
i keep on loving her...
sigh kept
keep on...
keeping on...
there is so many reasons to love you..
i just keep on loving you..
its all so so auto
automatic
why do i get the worse
or the like the shits
the unbest
i miss her

2009-12-03T06:03:00.000-08:00

i want the ONE

o...

2009-12-02T05:34:00.000-08:00

its so fuck up..
rain for 10 mins
then stop
then suddenly rain for another 10 mins....
its so fuck up..
but who do we exactly blame
humans
for all the pollution
and all the climate changes
and the green house effect..
o well in 20 to 30 years
the earth will be so so fucking polluted
o well
pls people learn to do it the green nature way
no more emissions pls
o well i just wish for happy good health in my family
and friends
and relatives
pls help me find my cute accounts GF...
pls
i would anything for this these 2 wishes
to come true
pls...
i would
pls save us
the family
friends and relatives
and the office cute lady
pls appear

i heen been eating so little..
so so little
but still so fucking dat fat
sigh...
work out more soon..
KY
work hard
and ACCA school jan
here i come..
X

rain rainy go away

2009-11-28T02:14:00.000-08:00

Guys are assholes. If you argue with him, you’re hard-headed. If you’re quiet, you don’t care. If you call him, you’re too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy.
If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don’t fuck him, you’re a tease. If you do, you’re easy. You tell him your problems, he says you’re irritating. If you don’t, he says you don’t trust him. If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it’s because he ‘cares.’ If you break a promise, he doesn’t trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it’s because he had to.
If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance. Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor; when girls are in love, they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive; girls can forgive, but can’t forget.
When guys are heart-broken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl; when girls are heart-broken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. Guys wish to be her first love; girls wish to be his last.
it is fucking true??? haha.. maybe to a girl point of view yes
to a guy point of view no..
o well..
its been hot and cold
one moment rain
next fucking moment hot
sunny
at this rate it is going its fucking like
ya sick shit
hot and cold
cold and hot
the weather is killing people..
really serious..
o well..
i went to ubi
traffic police
to replace my lost driving license...
haha.. ya.. its like one month later
finally i got the chance to drive again..
its been already like 2 and a half years since i passed
and got the license..
gonna feell the ZZZ... zoom zoom zoom soon..
rent car
or well steal my dad;s superbe
car..
aha.. no money to buy car..
o well
mini cooper.
here i come..
well then went to auntie house
well everything is finally completed
all the stuff needed for AcCa.,...
finally..
gonna be serious
and study hard....
o well fuck all the shits away first
pls.. hoep hope
o well i wonder..
why is it that so many like sec pri and jc students
who are on school holidays now
they can always daily be out
got so much cash and money to shop and parrty daily meh?
o well i work full time
also not enough cash for the whole fucking month..
its weird..
thats why i am wondering
thinking
about this issue..
though its fucking out of the point
and not important
o well
just wonder.
life never been fair..
and well its seem like so many teenagers
have so much time to shop
i wish i had tons of cash..
haha..
dreams

big auntie and cousin taught me the life..
shall study
work
and save up
$$$$$ is fucking so so important

off to dinner
and watch soccer..
see u ppl around..
miss u gladys...

i was at ubi
and memories of her
gladys was back
all the coffee shop
clinic
and the bus stop we had like been there before
i still like fucking miss her
bet gladys in australia now
sigh

miss her o dear o old flame

sicky.. sick

2009-11-24T05:08:00.000-08:00

the flu
bug is coming
the fever
headache
cold
flu
cough
all coming
but its true
its cold
the end of the year
nov
dec
rainy
hardly sunny
well
i pray for all
friends
lea
relatives
family
GF now or future
and well people i love
i know
to be healthy
safe
and well be really good
strong
and better
against all the suffering
sickness
and madness world of unprotected germs
and well madness world of booze and smoke
and sex and shits
pray
lord
protect us all
and well keep us healthy
safe..
i still look for her....
winks
tired
sicky
tml over time
and well its time
to grow up
and be more mature
believe
and save us more dear lord
i change for the better
no more smoke
drinks
tattoos
piercings
and parties
just work
ac career
accounts
tea tax
audit
and family
friends
relatives
and studies
and health
and sports
pls..
i do it better
change
trust me..
X)
i miss her
where ever u are...
do help me find her soon
the one and only one
like ex
gladys
....
miss
hugs
its never easy to forgot
forgive
and to move on...
i be good
and nice
serious
just let me find her soon
dear lord
i promise
all the shits
gone
and now its new mr luo
haha
soon
i hope
its so near yet so far
sigh.....

cxiao

asked./ dod

2009-11-23T05:15:00.000-08:00

i asked i did
i approach her
and ask...
and the answers were kind of not really what i really thought of...
well maybe better
maybe worse
its up to the individual to decide
and to like make a decision
a stand
a answer...
can soft bones kill a person?
or hurt the throat
i am hurting a little
i really hope there is no bones large big small
or soft or hard bones in my throat..
i dont wanan die..
yet...
many dreams
to be so called completed
must be the fish burger from MOS Burger...
pls.. save me.. dear lord...

i have decided to do one kind good deed
daily..
and to open up to more people
i wanan be more friendly..
and nicer..
and not be a wismp
well..
do not judge people so easier
by the looks
the character
the style
or the talking ...
well.. its up to each
the impression
first impression...

to all the people who were in the ship
that sunk in indonesia
pls be safe
and be save soon...

i miss gladys..
i saw a cute office lady
but i knew she was attached..
and i cant or would not have chances..
or even hopes
i really hope to have a office audit account GF.. soon
dreams
i am crushed..
i am so tired
and well i wish i could end all shits now..
maybe..
should be..
hopefully..
and well only time will tell..
i be on you...
my best performance
and magic..
cheerss
more water
pls..

tired..

2009-11-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

weekend fly past so quick
so fast...
i went for a jog
to sweat out
and to just focus
and be alone
its not about how fast you run
but its about how much effort
you will put in to like finish
and complete the race..
its better to complete it
then to try to be first
and start off so so fast
but not to complete it
well
its more of actions and not just talk..
i have decided to like ask for more
more work
more lessons
more learning curve
and experience
i didnt know that ky had such a bad wild lousy sucky problem...
only could like accompany him
drinks
smokes
and well talk about the life
and the ups and downs
i am kind of happy
and lucky
i just download some stuff
hope its good
and i wont get the caught shits
pls...
and well
i gonna finish up the stuff
get the cheque
and the stuff needed
required
for ACCA
and brush up my chinese
and the english
and get the roller blades
and cooking
and langagues
up on the list soon...
ASAP
sleep soon..
hope for a better monday tml..
and well get the office lady soon..
and best of healths for relatives
friends
family
and the hamsters
and well... i miss her gladys...
past
memories

booommz

2009-11-21T15:42:00.000-08:00

i have decided to well tell esther to let me know and learn more new stuff....
i wanna noe and learn as much as possible...
let just work hard for the next threee three years..
and be good with the ACCA.....
friends
family
relatives
health
work
career
studies
all i can ever think of..
thats all..

i found out that actually my life is not that bad after all
like its not as bad as i thought
when i compare to or with other people
i mean i have a roof
meals
and well place to sleep
and a mother who is always helping me
and well a smart sister.
its just that my dad is not on good talking terms with us..
well.
life is like this
no perfect....
no like no flaws...
at least i am safe
and better than so so many people...
well
dear god i do appreciate all this....
shall not complain...

sat.. rest free club soccer...

2009-11-21T02:30:00.000-08:00

i sorted out the looks
the mind
the feel
and what i should be really looking to do..
its like
family..
friends
relatives
and well health
GF
and career
and well study..
the top top listed
all this are what i am doing
gonna aim for..
its like i started to focus
and just forget about the past..
except for the good memories
and well those that can make me change
and be a better good person..
well i really wanan change
and be really weell better...
and its true
i mean i been bad
and so so fuck up and sucky..
sigh o well...
ACCA..
here i come..
company and well business law..
haha
i got all the photos
pictures
and the bank draft
good
great..
and happy
i change
and hope within the next three yrs
i be a auditor
or accountant..
smile..
work hard
study hard
have good friends
family
relatives
and health
and well sports
i did well with the sports
haha

coom
off to watch soccer
liverpool
win pls

off

pooFF

2009-11-17T04:33:00.000-08:00

i guess it all about the looks
and style
the dress sense
and the appearance
ppl love to see a hunk
a babe..
not some normal
simple
dude...
well its not all about the cash
the money
the cards
the car
and the looks
the style
its more of the feel
the heart
the touch
and the goodness
and the kindness
well its more of the kind heart
not the evil shitness
or the party boozze smoke stuff

well well
i am gonna sign up for the cooking classes soon
and the spanish and japanese classes too
soon
well its cool shit
i wanan listen and dance like them
and talk to the spanish and the japanese
quit fags
and booze
and exercise
and well be the top few audit accounts tax pro
and get the ACCCA
i wnan be good
success
and get the hot
accounts lady
with the money bag.
and be serious
faith
and faithful
and good

its time to exercise
and well sleep over time
on SAT
.....

flo rida
and neyo
be on you
the latest new nice song....

2009-11-15T06:36:00.000-08:00

CLUB....
TML M party at ZIRCA...the mega club
see u there...

2012

2009-11-15T06:03:00.000-08:00

sat was good..
i woke up late..
had lunch ...
then well just slack around read the papers
and watch TV....well
and clean my stuff
and the hamsterss
haha..
night time slack with jamil
watch 2012...
a bit too draggy
and long
some parts
could be like be cut off
well overall.. like 6.5 out of 10
but i do hope the world
the earth wont end at 2012...
pls..
wanna live long
haha...
and i need to buy a bag
and jeans
clothes
and shoes
shall save up soon
and be really looking out for the magic
japanese classes
and cooking classes
at the CC...
well
and i jog for 2 days..
shoik
i feel better
just hope the world
wont end so fast
and my family members
all will be super health safe
pls

toot....

2009-11-12T05:35:00.000-08:00

i saw a man asking for money
with a bowl
begging.. hard..
and well i find it so sad..
he looks so normal
and fit
except for the clothes
he surely can find a normal job
and earn money the right way..
not like going places
begging for money..
like a money face beggers
those who can work
pls go work
and not beg
pls...
i am finding this hard to accept
in singapore..
well
i decided to be more friendly
and more open to the people in the company that i am working at..
means like more talking
more smiles
and more work and help
to know them better
and to interact and well improve on the relationship
and the bonds..
well..
i am so looking forward to the weekends..
to exercise
and more healthy
and more eating better..
and well shopping..
finally.
wink

well time to sleep soon..
i wish for world peace
and more like good people helping others
and well lesser fuckers in this world
peace
and lord
save my frinds
friends
myself
and family

bad boys bad girls good boys good girls?

2009-11-10T04:58:00.000-08:00

its weird..
at times i am into the bad girls
while at times i love the good girls
the geeky stuff type
but well at times i am hungry for the bad wild girls
who only party
club
tattoos
piercings
booze
and well always shopping
and well not studying
but well i am blowing it hot and cold
i dont really understand it too
its so so weird
am i like still in the process of growing up..
i wonder....
i read a newspaper report
today..
saying we should treasure and cherish our parents before they like leave us
how true..
when they are around
we tend to neglect and treat them bad
really lousy
once they leave us
well wish we could have them
and turn back the time
the clock
its like whatever..
o well
i am starting to appreciate all my family members
not now
since last time
though its been shitty at times
i thank god for mother
who may not know anything but she is so nice
and caring
and lovely
dad been always strict
and foul temper
but at least the income cash comes in
and the fixing of spoilt stuff
equipments
and home applications..
well thanks
and sister too
for helping at times
and well being nice..
i cherish them
before anything does happen
or the world ends..

today i help a blind lady cross the road..
i am going to help more people daily
and treat people nicer
not like bad mouth
bad to them..
gonna be nice to everyone
why be emo and sad
when being happy
is so much better..
haha....

i am beginning to feel the grove in the company..
hehe..
and well its time to watch TV
and rest well
i hope back ache fuck off
soon
pls..
and help heal faster..
and quicker..
pls help
get rid of the fucking back ache...
i miss her..
X)

[Flo Rida]
(Bad Boys, Bad Boys)
Alexandra Girl I know what you like
(Bad Boys, Bad Boys)
Oh, oh (Bad Boys, Bad Boys)
Hey, yeah (Bad Boys, Bad Boys)
[Alexandra]
Some people call them players
But I’m far from terrified
Cos somehow I’m drawn to danger
And have been all of my life
It feels my heart’s divided
Half w
ay ‘tween wrong and right
I know I’m playing with fire
But I don’t know why
Yeah the bad boys are always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Even though I know they’re no good for me
It’s the risk I take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Oooooh, bad boys
Some think it’s complicated
But they’re straight up fun for me
I don’t need no explanation
It’s nothing more than what you see here
My heart still feels divided
Halfway ‘tween wrong and rightI know I’m playing with fire
But I don’t know why
Yeah the Bad Boys are always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Even though I know they’re no good for me
It’s the risk I take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)[Flo Rida]
I know you want me shawty cos
I’m a (bad boy)
Hey s-shawty can’t help it she so so addicted to them rougher fellas
With even the alphabet she only sings the crooked letters
Let mamma take all the risks
For that chemistry she like them tougher than leather??
By any means necessary, girl
She likes them ruthless, that’s my world
It’s not the news it’s what I heard
To get them more the merrier
It’s not a big surpriseI know them bad boys catch your eyes
Look at her walk when I go in disguise
You’ll have them shawty don’t worry you fly
[Alexandra]Yeah the Bad Boys are always catching my eye(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Even though I know they’re no good for me
It’s the risk I take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye (Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Yeah the
Bad Boys are always spinning my mind
(Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
I said the Bad Boys are always catching my eye
(Ooh Way, Ooh Way, Ooh Wah)
Bad boys, bad boys!!!!!!

burn off the crap

2009-11-08T06:39:00.000-08:00

craps..
burn it all off..
all the craps and fats...
the unwanted stuff..
the so called useless stuff...
i am tired..
so tired..
i dont know why...
its like just feeling tired of the life..
and the job...
am i like so suited to my job?
my work?
i am like kind of not sure
not sure what exactly i want..
its like everyone wants to have money
marry a rich man or woman..
and well be at home
slacking
enjoying life..
just getting free good money
cash..
and just doing nothing
these are all dreams
like dreams
wet dreams
all untrue...
i am not asking for that..
i just wanna have a light
a clear light from god..
to lead me the way..
the job or the course
or the thing that i really wanna learn
wanan do..
is it truly..
well.. accounts..
tax
audit
finace..
i am not soo sure now...

well..
i am happy
happy that i am saving up cash
for my studies
its like every month
i only use cash on sat..
sunday i am home..
and well its only sat..
that i club
or go to my friend house to watch soccer..
and the cash i spend
its not that much
not that alot
thus i am happy
to be able to like give me cash to mother
and pay for my own stuff
own phone bills
and well.. just becoming a adult....
its like i am so gonna save up for my ACCA...
its the only way the route for me..
haha...

people always wish for more
wish for more
the more the better
or the 5 Cs...
for me i wish for happiness in the family
no more quarrels..
pls...
and stable jobs
and well a GOOD GF...
pls...

baby you my own thing..
i just want you forever..
if ever was forever...
you can make me beg for you..
casue you truly the best...

well hope my family will be ok
and no more quarrels
or any bad shit..
stuff..
pls...

its over the weekend..
well time to move on
after the recovery...
well..
if only time could be turn back
on be like standing still..
if only...

ciao

nights

hohohoh...

2009-11-07T02:28:00.000-08:00

well..
some times you think you know some one very well..
but at least
in actual fact
you dont know that person really well
people always have this like thinking
its like we think we are doing good for them
in fact we are making things fucking worse
and well suxky..
well.. dinner with the staff at the company was good..
looking forward to more audit finance account gathering...
well i am starving for more of the buffet and drinks ..
haha..
its like totally all the local delights..
and well hot hot.. good food..
supperclub?
soccer?
pub?
slack?
o shop?
o well...
shall dinner.. then decide soon...

enjoy the weekend...

if i could turn back time
it be so good
so better
but well...
vanessa looks so good and stylish
i wanna be like her
a ACCOUNTANT...
my idol

shimmy...

2009-11-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

well i just wonder what i must do to be able to like get a GF..
its like.. all i ask for its just a good girl...
one who love me and believe in me
and well not to cheat on me at all..
s is it so so hard to find a good girl
to be my GF?
well i am not asking for alot..
just a cute good GF..
who not a slut or a meanie..
o well..
i mean i really wish i could get a good GF..
a good one...
i really long and wish for a cute good GF..
i am so so sad
i wish i was not alone
aloner
lonely..
lonely i am so lonely..
i have no GF...
more alot of boys..
soccer..
drinks...
but well no GF..
pls lord
help me to find a good GF..
i fucking miss her...
i hope i can survive...
just shall work
and hope for a miracle...
pls help me to find a GF good..
and a nice best friend...
and well keng yang..
soccer time...

pls help me get a good pay job
aand a good GF
dont mind over time
and well dont mind lving locinh loving her more..

oh...ohh....

2009-11-03T04:48:00.000-08:00

i am sorrie i told lies..
i am sorrie i broke your heart..
i am so so sorrie that i cheated and make fun of you..
i am like so so sorrie..
if i could ever turn back on the time..
or just let it return
pls trust me.
i never ever do the same old things again

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time
When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top
Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart
And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for youI'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you
Your world is my worldAnd my fight is your fight
My breath is your breathAnd your heart
And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sureLet me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for youI'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)Shawty right thereS
he's got everything
I needAnd I'ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side'
Cause she is the one
And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sureLet me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girlAlways making time for you
I'ma tell you one time(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
Me plus you,
I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time

One time, one time

you never be alone
or lonely....

oh....

2009-11-02T05:22:00.000-08:00

oh...
why do ppl always change.
like for the worst..
its such small details
that makes ppl understand the other person better
and well in a smarter way..
o well...
i am so so fuck..
fucked..
shitty hole..
hmm...
and well i mean i can like do better..
o i hope all parents will not quarrel anymore..
o well..
always quarrell..
and its so fucked up
i never understand adults.
they and their life
lives
of wahtever..
and no more true loves..
is it that all guys will like change heart
booze
smokes
club
and well girls
ladies
o well..
its just no true love?
i wish.. all thsi shit ends..
i am so fucked
gonna shift out soon..
keng yang
wanan join me?
haha..
daddy.. stop gambling
and have another woman
womanizer..
fucker..
mother dont cry
or die
sis and me
are here
and well..
i offer to let ppl sit
on the mrt
but some other fucker took the seat..
to those healthy fuckers
give up ur heart
and seats
to the weak
young
and old..
pls..
dont be a wuss..
i am praying for my mother
and sister
myself..
pls lord help us..
and well..
liverpool..
pls start winning..
pls..
and well.. lastly..
hamsters..
move more
and eat less.
save the world
the planet..
and well be more good and nice to ppl..
the world more open minded now..
TSK

sigh

2009-10-31T11:16:00.000-07:00

cant sleep
watching soccer
feeling down
lousy
sucky...
i am not totally well..
well i am like still kind of sick
o well
i really pray
and hope that my mother her eyes will heal
and she never go blind..
and for me
i hope that my intestine and bowel
they heal
wed appointment
will hope to like get more medicines
and better strong ones
hopefully i can recover
and heal faster
i pray to you lord
pls help me
i only trust you
dear lord
and well you the only one who can help and cure me..
pls do help me..
i beg u
cure my family
and myself..
and pls cure all my friends and relatives too...
lord..
i wanan be healthy
and safe
pls....
including all my love ones..
pls..
i hope to sleep soon..
shall puff
and puff
and pls.. lord i am not greedy
just want a good healthy happy family
and friends and relatives
and well happy healthy and not much serious illiness
and well a good decent office... GF
pls.. do help me get my dreams
i believe and trust in u dear lord..

ZZZ....

tired..

2009-10-31T03:46:00.000-07:00

i feel so fucking tired..
i am not to sure why..
i am like so fucking tired..
am i getting older..
and like going to be dead soon?
i hope not
i am praying for my family
relatives
and friends
to over come all sort of illiness
and bad memories..
its like.. i have witness
so many families got torn apart
and well its like people always
get married
and then get seperated
so like easily..
i wish for good long loving relationships
not some fuck up playing shit
i mean well.. how to like.. eh
describe..
o well
anyway its raining now
cats and dogs
heavy ..
and i am thinking whether to stay home
to sleep
or just to like go meet up with friends
or what..
i am scare..
i wanan take up so many stuff
but i am so tired easily
like ACCA
CATS
ICPAS
spanish classes
and well.. japanese classes
i wanna find a good decent office lady
and help look after my parents
i wnana be sucessfully
and well reach earn the one million dollars
i wanna be good
but at time
i am such a fuck up...
like...
so lousy
and sad..
sad case
well..
i just wanan be successfully
and recover from the illiness soon
pls help me be successfully..
lord..
and well make me reach the mark
i will be determined
and willingly to learn
pls help me
my friends
and my parents
look after us..
i dont wanan a fuck up life..
i wnana work hard
no not talks
but actions
off..

x)

2009-10-28T06:20:00.003-07:00

weekend is coming..
this week is fast..
i am feeling a little sick
sad
casue of the job scope that i am learning
its not too relevant to my accounting side
but well its still a job
its better to learn things slowly
and slowly gain the experience
than to rush
and do so many things at one time
and then fail and do the tasks so bad
lousy
miserable
and well sucky
i mean i should start slow
and gain the experience slowly
well i am totally focused
on the task ahead
and i should be glad i have this job
the scope may not be that good
vut but the ppl are nice
nice to the core
and well i got this crushty
on this adeline
cute
nice
and well swett..
sweet
well
mum
dad
pls be safe
and recover
sister and myslef
pls recover too
from all the illiness..
and well.
to the hamsters
stay safe..
and good..
well i am going work hard
to the 1 million dollar
and the office lady
god bless me
and i will change for the better..
and well its office
office ladies
and good decent ladies
no more the club
shits
tattoos
piercings
hotties
well...
its time to TV..
ciao

i believe i can make it
if i am strong
and determined...
treat all as friends
and be friendly to all
and never be angry at any one
...
life is always full of ups and downs
be nice to all
and always goll follow the terms
and instructions
and be safe and good
bless all
friends
family
relatives
and GF...
if i ever had.
the office ladies
grow up
and gorw grow strong
ciao

pain.. shit

2009-10-27T06:40:00.001-07:00

i am seeing the doctor next wed..
to let him know that the medicines did work
but at the end
its like half cure
half uncure..
its fucking sucky
and well weird
its on and off
the pain..
and well i cant really shit out smoothly..
o well..
i am like eating alot of veges
and fruits
to help make the waste disposal
more smoothly
and better..
i just read a message
and its true
better to start now
or later..
then never..
i mean if i could
i wanna move on
and get over gladys..
and well i wanna be a good accountant..
and well a good
boyfriend
husband
and nice to mother.
and father
mother having some eye infection
its so sad..
i mean she is old
so old
yet this shit happen to her
what the fuck
i mean....
i rather my mother stay alive
and well i die in her place
i dont wanna see her suffer
too too much
pls lord
help my mother recover faster
and me
help me recover faster
and my intestines and bowels
would be clean
no more virus
and germs
and my mother will never turn blind..
pls..
i beg you lord
o father
any sins
i change
undo it
undo me..
pls..
and for all i wish for clean good health
with my dad
mum
sister
and myself
and pls do let me get the acca degree
and find a good office lady
to be my future GF..
thats all i pray for
i am not greedy..
help me lord
for its you i can only trust
and believe in
i miss good times
for all this i am willing to change
for the best
for the better
for the good...
thnaks
begs

hi

2009-10-25T08:40:00.000-07:00

i need a new life
a new perspective...
just like the panic at the disco song...
i believe that marriage
and love should always be hand in hand
together...
well i miss gladys
fuck...
i dont know why
but i do miss her
man
fuck
i am tired...
but well life goes on..
liverpool have won
2-0
shoik
and well yesterday i offer to give my mrt seat 4 times
and my bus seat 2 times
no one wanan take up the seat
i thought ppl always say ppl have no seats
but if so
why when i offer
no body
no one wanan take up the seats
dots...

tired.. and feeling sicky sick shit

2009-10-24T12:14:00.000-07:00

i feel like shit
sicky
and sick
but i know life is never so good
so so perfect
its like well there will always be the ups
and the downs
the goods and the bads..
well its hard to explain
but i know just live life to the fullest
and well be happy and live my dreams
and i be good and happy
in life
just be happy
and dont think too too much
live for my friends
family
relatives and my love ones
i am ok
if i were to die early
i have already live it the life to the fullest
well its kind of weird
but if the intestine bowel does not heal
i am just going ask for more help from the doctor
and well i believe it will cure
be it medicines
operations
the virus and germs will be gone
now it is not that good or healing
but i believe in god
the doctor
and well i know i can cure and heal it
it takes times
i am willing to wait
and well to make sure it is completely
fully cure
well its like i believe in the fate
and well things will get better some how
haha
just be positive
and happy
cao

2009-10-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

lord..
i have dreams
to reach
and hold them up high
i truly
sincerely
begs
wish
and ask for your forgiveness..
i am serious in to the change
i really wanaa be different
and start the changing process
i will do all i can
to be happy
and be good
and not sin
i really wanan be healthy
and cure all the sickness
i have
lord
i seek your help
seek your forgivness
and seek your strength
to carry out all the should doS
and not donts..
pls..
give me one last chance
and i will really make it work
pls cure me
from my sickness
the toes
the intestine bowel
and organs infection
pls save my dad
my mother
my sister
and my ex gladys
i do all seek deeds
no more smoking
for quit its long gone
and well party once in a while
with the little dances
and drinks
pls help
i do anything
to make my family
friends
relatives
and myself
stay alike
alive
and blessing with doo goods good wills
pls lord
for i can only trust
and vel believe in you
thanks

tired sick

2009-10-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

its getting hotter..
as in the days
the weather
its the effect of the green house effect
the ozone layer is dying
melting
and slowly more ice are melting
water
gerrin getting more
its so warm
so hot
but to on switch on the air con
would make the world earth more worse
and well more energy
and electricity being used up
and well less environmental
free friendly
i hope less trees are being cut down
and well we would recycle
reuse
the papers
and not waste the papers
well
i pray
i hope the world
wont die soo soo fast
my parents too
and my intestines
and bowels
and s organs
and kidneys
are are all healthy
and nor no more virus
and germs
i wnana be healthy
i pray for my parents
my sister
my friends
and my relatives
and myself to be happy and healthy
fruits
veges
exercise
spoprts
sports
well i am sick
the flu bug
i hope its just normal flu
not the fucking h1n1
i am weak
i miss the office lady
and its adeline the cute yap
i miss her
and well i am so lacking of style
and friends
and i am like well so so loner
alone
and sad
its always the boys
i hang out with
i wish gladys was still with me
the past weil will always be memories
i miss her
o well..
i hope my soccer buddies
and party drink party buddies
will meet up more often
its like the youth goes
and soon we are be married
with kids
and families
and no more time
to play soccer
or even hang out
its all be work
work
family
and well earning cash
to support the family
lord
pls heal me
i am so sad sick
i really would obey all your commands
and well i will change
pls trust me
dear lord

sigh
off to bed early

I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside
Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here

oooo

2009-10-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

i hate ppl who like abuse the pets
animals
fucks
fick
fck
its like so mean
i mean animals are to be loved
like humans
they have feelings
o well
i see those poor stray cars being stoned
builled
fuckers
i love my hamsters
ppl who abuse animals
should be caned
and jailed
o well.
i hope ppl will respect the animals
as killing them would make extinction
come sooner
faster
save the earth
the world
and the animals
pls..
i rest my case

flying times

2009-10-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

its kind of werid
yet cool
to like work in a dept
with mostly all ladies
and i am like the only male guy staff
in the accounts finance dept
its like weird
i dont know who to talk to
if i do later people might gossip i am into her
worse
too over friendly..
not good
later get back stabbed
and well no boys or males to turn to
all in the other depts
not another one in the accounts finance dept
but it could be a good thing
all girls
no boys to date or woo tackle the ladies
i wish there were more female ladies
my age.
its like i am kind of the youngest
only andrew younger than me
o well there melice
the quiet
but hot lady
but its like she got hairy hands
haha what the hell
and there adeline
the cute small geek style lady
with unique fashion
cindy the loud talkling talking ah lian?
wanan be?
haha
shirley the loud speaker?
o well people
really all the ladies
add colours to my life
but i love all of them
well its just lonely being the only guy
in the dept
i wish i had one guy to talk cock with
or male friends stuff
pls..
make all the virus
leave my tummy
intestine
and bowel
pls
i begs

i do anything
for lord
to obey
and not to lie
kill
or play with the neighbour;s wife

TSK

fuck it.

2009-10-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

study harder
and learn more stuff
more classes
in languages
learn more new skills
tricks
and well perform harder
and work with the brains
not totally super hardworking
well
be on time
and well always put in the best effort
and do well in the job applied
given to you
and well be nice
friendly..
and not too over nice friendly to the bosses
or the people above you..
thats the way to improve
progress
and move up
move on
Accounts
audit
tax
banking
finance
costing
all the business shit stuff
here we come

tired..

2009-10-12T05:38:00.000-07:00

after work
suppose to over time
but i was fucking tired
maybe i should not have jog or play soccer
i am feeling sick
its the side effect
like monday to friday
i work
and dont smoke
sat or sun
i be out partying
drinking
booze
girls
ladies
smoke
party like a rock star
fuck
its so fucking unhealthy
but i know its part of my life
i am gonna slowly change
it takes time
not so straight forward
and well so easy
but with great determination
and will power
i be able to over come it
for my wife
my kids
and my loves
love ones
well
i am feeling the fucking flu
and sore throat
well i hope its just normal cold
and sore throat
its down with fast food again
and more fruits and veges
its like mondays to fridays
so much water
fruits
veges
and when the weekend comes
its fucking oily
food
and fried stuff
well but at least there is like time to play soccer
and exercise
o well
i am taking up ACCA
and either japanese or spanish classes soon
to pick up a new hobby
and to like know new friends with the same interests
thursday
might be clubbing
st james
o well
lets wait and see
tml over time
sian
tired
time to sleep rest
fuck off flu
and throat bugs
and well i am feeling good
work hard
study hard
and get my first car..
soon
and well the bowel and intestine are better
no more virus
germs
and infections i hope
love u lord
ps...
i pity all cleaners
really
i be bice nice to mum

sundae..

2009-10-11T07:52:00.003-07:00

its tough
to like juggle..
like make time on monday to thursday
for school classes and work
then fridays work
and well after work to jog
and then its the weekend
soccer
clubs
movies
and well sunday
rest day
and jog
well its the same routine
and well its the effort
and the passion
needed to be successful
not all words
and mouth
but like ya
actions speak louder than words
and well.. its like i wanna be successfully
and well if there was anyone who you do not know
asking you for a loan
reject
say no
my friend today got cheated
but lucky
got back the cash
its like the lady lied
say needed cash to the airport
and my friend pass lend her 30
and we do not know her
fuck her man
o fuck all the fakers
and money cheaters
get a job
and well the cab driver
who drove us to zouk
well cookie
cockster
talk about life
and his ex wives
and the ex national service
and how his life sucks
haha
o well
i am going to work hard
ZZZ
nights

thurs..

2009-10-08T06:28:00.000-07:00

the weekends are coming again
its like the days weeks left in this year..
are coming on
FAST
QUICK
well its no slow..
currently i am having such a fuck up headache
i mean ya
its like o well..
mother daddy
quarreling again
i dont know man
almost all the quarrels
are like small
not important
and fucking random stuff
like what the hell?
pls..
if this goes on
i am just gonna move out
and stay with my friends
or well
just work longer
and live in the office
and stay there over night
to work
and to just get rid of all the complains
and naggings
its always the same stuff
i am so fucking sick of it
but i am just not going say anything
just going to keep my mouth shut
if being adults
they cant even solve
or settle the problems
i dont know man
no ideas
no clues
and well i hope its just going end soon
i am tired of all this family
shit
fuck it

work is getting boring
i wnana tell nor
and melice
to let me learn
and try new stuff
its so fucking normal
always the same stuff
i wnana learn
more
on accounts
tax
all this
bank recon
balance sheet
trial balance
all the stuff that has to do with
accounts
finance
and well tax
i wanna be successful
and well be good in the this field
pls let me learn
do new things
pls..
anyt thing new
to make me work more
and harder
and well
i hope all the fucking virus
germs
in the bowel
intestine
will move off
fuck off
and i hope all the exercise
drinks
water
fruits
and veges
are helping
happy birthdae keng yang
SAt CLUB
soon..
and well drink
and party up to the usa..
just like hang over
see you soon..
time to sleep
and clean up the hamsters and the cages
ps..
i saw her again
as usual
in the same stuff
and well looking cool and nice
tml evening
bowling
and soccer and jogs
ciao